Not like me

Tonight's a little hard. Mare & Mac head to Mac's grandparents tomorrow for most of the week. When we first planned this it made all the sense in the world as I'd be in St. louis for biz Tues-Wed. But planning & reality are two different things. It's not like me to worry...... but these last 3 months have made me do alot of "not like me" things. More than anything I'll miss the smiles from both of them.